daily reads.
30.6.03
// 21:25

okayys... heres an example of peyyanns poetry:

Everything in existence froze the moment i dared peer into your eyes. And your smile, it melted everything into oblivion..

kinda swoony rites! [:


daily reads.
// 21:22

i am so inspired by peyyanns poetry!! [: cool man lemme try...

to see him happy makes me happy...
to see him frown i frown too..

uh. oh dear. what now??


daily reads.
// 21:17

i bet he likes someone else too. everytime i like a guy? hes unavailable. liking summone else. thinks im his good friend. or many many more reasons. im going nuts...


daily reads.
// 18:24

i like him i like him i like him i like him. geez i am such a freak. in fact why do i even like him? its hard to find good points in him in fact. sheesh. okayys let me list out what the perfect guy is.

some options:
look average or above.
have a great smile.
sincere.
loves going out.
humourous.
loves me.
not childish.
height > 1.75m.
not overwt.
a little smart.
not cocky.
not arrogant.
a little egotistic.
fun-loving.
outgoing.
adventurous.

well so far thats how the list goes.


daily reads.
// 15:37

ohh *yays* i finished my yoghurt and yakult yumyums [: so blissful. hehs din knew debbs had a blogg! cool mans. but most of her blabbering is bout hermione + lucius. weird. anywayys~~ thanks debbs for helpin to get the lizard outta my bag... im really really scared of lizards... so ya thanks.... its nice to know that u'll help me in my times of trouble. hahahhas... i woulda probably stayed there for like how many hrs just waitin for the damn lizard to come out... ya.


daily reads.
// 15:12

todays lunch is a piece of bread, a slice of cheese, a cup of yoghurt, and one yakult. okayys... todays ping sat next to me... sighh. so depressed. she got 53/80 for maths!! 2nd highest in class what shit mans... and i got like 36? and i had more than 15 careless mistakes.. could have gotten 60/80 if i was more careful. heh. this is one big shit mans. and then kristy couldnt find me during recess. so i went back up to class. now im freakin starvin thats why im eatin so much for lunch. hmmms... anywayys todays ms goh was in a pretty good mood [: but she kinda talked too much so we didnt go thru many TYS questions... i found that i actually like listening during class... luckily bev's gone now i can concentrate much better and tho i can talk to ping she doesnt talk to me much during lessons unlike bev cos we talk too much crap... yupps. oh nooo my cheese is expiring soon :[ i <3 kraft singles.... but if i eat one slice everyday... i'll put on MORE weight! oh *faint* fats... calories... fats... calories... oh dear. and anywayys im so pissed off relatives came yesterday.. spoiled my baking plans! now i can only bake on this comin weekend... but thats quite good cos i plan to drag peyyann out on monday and then i can let him try my fabulous brownie!! [: hahas *yay*and im gonna bake for mommies frens and my neighbours and then i'll sell them one tin at $12. cheap huh? [: soon i can make my own brownie business!! hahas... ok. money minded [: pings not comin to sch tmr.. got some crap thing on i think. sighh. i really think i like him. i keep thinkin about him. or mebbe im jus desp to like summone again? should be like sis... dont like any guys. well actually im like that too... but i keep thinkin that im weird cos its like now all the girls like guys and crap and i dont like anyone... not interested in anyone... crap lor... so... sighh whatever mans. heh still eatin the damn bread. i hope i still have space for the yoghurt... <3 yoghurt!! [: anywayys i suppose zoee is still a good friend of mine. i guess. ok. finished the bread! *hooray* [: ok... lemme get the yoghurt... mm yummy i <3 peach n strawberry.. and yakult [: so yummy!! okayys i better do sumthin else byeee..


daily reads.
27.6.03
// 22:04

*yay* my tummy aint hurtin anymores :) and i redid my index page... prettypretty :) yupps and okayys i feel bad talkin bout peyyann in that way.. heh. im like makin him sound like some really egotistic idiot. sorry dear u're kinda nice. ooh YES BRADPITT ON NOW!! byee diary :)


daily reads.
// 21:23

ooh yes!! somethin peyyann said... he thinks hes NOT good looking. i repeat. NOT good looking.. hahahas... i muz be dreaming :) or perhaps i was hallucinating. yeahh anywayys i took out the braids this morning... got this really fluffy hairstyle.. kinda like whoopi goldbergs hahas :) i even took pix of it... probably gonna put it up on the site soon.


daily reads.
// 21:22

oh i feel so bloated... i had like half a bowl of meepok... raw fish.. and jelly+seacoconut... heh.


daily reads.
// 18:43

i must go out with peyyann more often!! hes quite fun. i mean quite dumb ya. and it feels GREAT to beat a guy at pool hahahahhas *evil laugh* ooh i feel so rejuvenated! :)


daily reads.
// 17:08

haha hi!! :) im so happy :) today had maths remedial... on circular measure & trigo... luckily i went.... didnt know i was such a failure at trigo hahas :) yupps. anywayys... after that i met peyyann... went btp.. i was so freaked today kays... cos i like didnt know a lot of stuff.. i stayed back till like 11.40? i told py to like meet me at 11.20 cos i thought it would end like 11 last monday.. hahas... so luckily mr.yeo had to leave... so hahas i just packed up and left :) smsed peyyann.. told him sorry i would be late... hahas u know what time he reached? damn guy reached at 11.45!! hahhas. luckily i was let off late. it seems that he has a great idea about all girls being late. heh usually im the one earlier than the guy. well today it was mr.yeos fault i was let off late tho. he put me next to swong. and i mean i can hardly communicate to her. so when i needed help... so embarrassin had to call mr.yeo hahhas... at least he was pretty nice todays :) anywayys... so i like met peyyann bout 11.50? yupps... then we walked to btp... played pool at some place called mambo billards or somethin like that... heh played round 2 hrs.. beat peyyann 6-4 hahhas shoulda been 7-3 but the first game i accidentally hit a ball which hit the black ball in! wahahas. yupps then i think at 4-1 peyyann started winning... so he won 3 games.. last two i won. hahas. he damn cham... aim well.. can hit hard... but when he hits the white ball... his cue goes slightly off... so he cant really hit straight balls well... but when he does... man is it clean! it like goes into the hole in the middle... really clean shot :) hes quite good at pool. but hey im better! :) hahhas... yupps then since he paid for the pool i paid for his lunch... we ate at kfc... man he eats like a pig :) chews real loud and theres sauce on his lips. hahhas... quite funny... yeahh and i ate a pecan icecream with peanuts... quite nice.. and a small coke. and peyyanns a damn great eater man... he had this super super large mountain dew... and cheese fries... and zinger burger! and he ate so fast he kinda finished when i finished. plus, he had training after that! pro mans... i would probably curl up and die. hahas :) yupps anywayys im gonna drag him to take neoprint with me next time... hahas he didnt even know that he didnt ever take a neoprint with me before! memory loss :) yupps.. and he doesnt like takin neoprints too... i dont know why but many guys are like that too hahas :) yupps gotta go study matrices now ta!! :)


daily reads.
26.6.03
// 21:33

my theory on guys:
those who get heartbroken, rarely break hearts. do u think it is true?
and i realised that ever since i had that special dream... i havent found any guy interesting anymore. not even daniel. who is one really great guy.


daily reads.
// 21:25

ooh :) and peiyan just drank honeymilktea :) yumyumsh!! :)


daily reads.
// 20:33

dear diary!! i got stung :( by some weird looking kinda flying insect. it didnt look nuts like a bee... something like a cross between a flying ant and a wasp. hehs. and it had stinging power mans!! it was so so pain :( and then there was blood too.. toopid insect. hrmpfs. newayys i gotta go and try study matrices now... catch ya laters~


daily reads.
// 15:23

haha yeeahhh wheeeee* its another new template!! one thats prettier too... so purrfect. doubt i'll be changing templates for a long time. yups. :)


daily reads.
// 14:35

hey cool i can post again... blogger has been like changin everyone to new blog thingys so i couldnt blog.. yupps.. i think tyron looks like zhj. weird. or maybe im hallucinating. yupps. sighh.... i wanna get outta this braided hairstyle..
it SUCKS!!@$(*#^$! hmm. hahhas i hope that funny thingy looks like im cursing. yupps. uh... well altho ppl say i look nice with it.. its so damn hard to wash my hair :( gettin pissed off. and i like running my fingers thru my hair. sighh. grrrr....


daily reads.
23.6.03
// 19:47

a new template.

sweet aint it? :)


daily reads.
21.6.03
// 10:16

ohh ya... heres something i took from the chicken soup for the teenage soul. i think its really really meaningful :)

life isnt about keeping score.
its not about how many people call you and its not about who u've dated, are dating, or havent dated at all.
it isnt about who u've kissed, what sport u play, or which guy or girl likes u.
its not about your shoes or your hair or the colour of your skin or where u live or go to school.
in fact, its not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not.
life isnt about if u have lots of friends, or if u are alone, and its not about how accepted or unaccepted u are.
life just isnt about that.

but life is about who u love and who u hurt.
its about how u feel about yourself.
its about trust, happiness and compassion.
its about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love.
life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence.
its about what u say and what u mean.
its about seeing ppl for who they are and not what they have.
most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone elses in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.
these choices are what lifes about.


daily reads.
// 10:14

peiyan wonders why girls with boyfriends still talk about other guys.

even drool over them.

isnt that weird?

hmm.


daily reads.
// 09:55

ooh yes!!

eunice got for peiyan the squirt pouch :)

thanks eunice!!


daily reads.
// 09:53

hahas. back from bali yesterday.

reached airport bout three.

watched repli-kate.

fucking dumb movie :)

went on a shopping spree.

five boardshorts.

one spag.

two tanks.

one hipster sarong pants.

hard rock bali was great.

they had cartoon network!! :)

the rooms had 2 queensized beds.

they had cinemax and HBO.

the pool was so cool.

they had a manmade beach.

hard rock cafe was pretty dumb though.

hahas. the guy gyrated like a sissy :)

they provided mineral water everyday.

we drove all around bali anyway.

and i did a good deed!!

well kinda.

i helped a guy find his stage pass.

which he dropped in the slide pool.

of all places.

no one could find it.

and once i started helping.

i found it!! :)

hahas. aint i wonderful?

yupps. i miss bali.

it was really nice.

but sighh. had to come back early.

cos of that stupid piano teacher.

having piano today too.

later gonna go and see ppl bake.

having breakfast at the condo resr.

arghhs.

and i didnt have enough time to try surfing!!

or snorkelling too.

and on the last day at hard rock.

i forgot to take pix of the beautiful pool.

shitty huh?

sighh.

dont wanna studyy!!

okayys. ta.


daily reads.
14.6.03
// 12:30

a new template dissing avril lavigne :)

cool huh?!


daily reads.
// 09:08

counting down...

one day to go!! *yays* :)

bali bali here i come!!

sarongs hide!! tshirts flee!!

whooo* peiyans gonna take bali by storm!!

i've got the power!!!


daily reads.
13.6.03
// 17:50

i got the nemo pouch!! :) *yays* hahas.

sis got a new diary design.

lenard signed the guestbook! COOL!

mom booked hardrockhotelBALI! whoooo.

ms goh was so happy today!! :)

my flights just 2 days away!!

peiyans gonna get a sarong there!!

yeah! its a good day mans!

later gonna have a great dinner!! at jurong west :)

*yays* fried chicken yumyums.

heh :)


daily reads.
12.6.03
// 15:39

peiyan went mcdonalds. and bought a happymeal. to get squirt. what happens?

squirt does not work!! grr. squirts light is spoilt. grr. so peiyan got??

BRUCE! ahh!! and now. at home. bruce cant seem to squirt water out properly. and its leaking from its tummy. so?

luckily. peiyan got a BLOAT pouch. uh huh. well its the first thing that turns out right :) yays.

but today. outside the door. peiyan cant seem to find her key. she drops her hp in the lift.

BAM! there it goes. *piak* goes the cover. thankfully the 13 bucks screen does not crack. it seems to be a miracle.

yes. so far thats how it was.

by the way. peiyan did survive ms gohs remedial.

hiphiphurray!! hiphiphurray!! :)


daily reads.
11.6.03
// 15:00

hihi!! :) i watched bruce almighty todays!! :) hahas. i <3 jim carrey hes so cute!! hahas i love the part where he strips all his clothing with one movement. so cool!! and he looks so dumb in that position hahas. its such a dumb movie :) but i still prefer the Mask. that is really dumb. sos george of the jungle. but their my fav movies anywayys ahhas. yupps. hmmmms... i got cuz a new hp cover todays cos i broke his. but i found out the cover was diff. so tryin not to get myself killed i fitted in the broken screen hahas. and now its good as new. and guess what. i ended up payin 13 bucks for a damn new hp screen. great joke. yupps. gotta study amaths now. i <3 britney spears soda pop!! :) soda pop rulz mans!!


daily reads.
10.6.03
// 18:00

okayys... added the words citrus flavoured... makes it look a mere bit more interestin :)


daily reads.
// 15:43

for my sweetings!! :)

There's a boy in my mind and he knows I'm thinkin' of him
All my way to the day and the night the stars shine above me.
He's been gone for some time but I know I truly love him.
And I'm singing a song, hoping he'll be back when he hears it.

[Chorus]

My heart goes shalala lala, shalala in the morning.
Oh oh oh shalala lala, shalala in the sunshine.
Shalala lala, shalala lala in the evening.
Shalala lala shalala lala just for you.

If your love's gone away just like mine you feel like crying.
Sing along maybe once maybe twice, let's try it together.
Some sweet day no one knows he'll return and you'll be happy.
Shout it sweet in a song, listen to your heart it is singin'

[Chorus]

My heart goes shalala lala, shalala in the morning.
Oh oh oh shalala lala, shalala in the sunshine.
Shalala lala, shalala lala in the evening.
Shalala lala shalala lala just for you.

If your love's gone away just like mine you feel like crying.
Sing along maybe once maybe twice, let's try it together.
Some sweet day no one knows he'll return and you'll be happy.
Shout it sweet in a song, listen to your heart it is singin'

[Chorus]

My heart goes shalala lala, shalala in the morning.
Oh oh oh shalala lala, shalala in the sunshine.
Shalala lala, shalala lala in the evening.
Shalala lala shalala lala just for you.


daily reads.
// 15:38

Aaliyah - Journey to the Past

Heart, don't fail me now
Courage, don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
Or how the road can seem so long
Or how the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart i'm trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong!
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Fin'lly home where I belong
Well, starting here, my life begin
Starting here, im learning fast
Courage see me through
Heart im trusting you
On this journey...to the past

Courage see me through
Heart im trusting you

Home, Love, Family
There was once a time
I must have had them too
Home, Love, Family
I will never be complete
Until I find you...

One step at a time,
One hope, then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
On to find my future,
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign!
Let this road be mine!
Let it lead me to my past
Courage see me through
Heart im trusting you
to bring me home...
At last
Courage see me through
Heart im trusting you
yea...


daily reads.
// 15:20

oh whooo. im prouda meself mans :) satisfied with ta blog too... it used to be the clover one.. thought i really fell in <3 with it mans. hahas. turned out that was only lust. this is true <3 mans! whoooo. :) neways lets see if lenard signs the guestbook todays. he said he would. hrmpf. liar liar pants on fire. hope they go *poof* hahhas. nekkid beside aunt natty :) greaaaat idea. yupps. neways gonna go bali this june. hehs. this month i mean. yupps. mrskoh wuz shocked. well i dont giv nuts darlin. got the netscape 7.0 too. pretty nice. but kinda confusin. and i aint got no nuts how to get rid of visited sites. die man. my mom aint gonna get no chance to see me blog! uh uh. fat hope. yupps. i hope that idiot isnt visitin tho. he seems to make a big point on catchin up with wassups in me life. whatever. plain wastin his precious time.


daily reads.
// 11:49

hihi :) i am in such a bad mood u wouldnt believe it. hmms. beverley cant go out today. which means. cant go out with me for a longlong time. full stop. yupps. bev is flyin to canada tmr. i am so pissed off. i like made sure everything was gonna be okays today. i bathed in the morn. sprayed dove everywhere. made sure i smelled real nice. charged the hp tho it was still 2 batts. picked out clothing. and then i on the hp. cant go out today, parents orders. im like. what the? i even cancelled my damn piano makeup lesson for u and there u say u cant go out. i am so majorly pissed off. anyways i think i'll be goin out tmr. watch bruce almighty yupps. i <3 jim carrey. great actor :) and mebbes i can go to the liangsiatstreet fish'n'chips restaurant!! i <3 that place... yummiest fish'n'chips in sg. :) or in the earth. counting all the places that i've eaten fish'n'chips like aussie or nz or us. yupps. anywayys missgohs remedials in uh. 2 days. yups. i hope i havent missed out anything. lucks i membered to get the new TYS from the class cupboard. hehs. i was freaked when i couldnt find it ta home!! neways i saw this real cute blogskin. its almost as cute as the stitch:be afraid. but nahh im happy enuff with my present one. its real nice and simple and pretty :) that makes me happy. yupps. i think kaori has damn cool blogskins. all real purty and simple. i liked the aquapetals one pretty much but i found out the pix link isnt working anymore. darn. shoulda downloaded it onto my server. nvmms... whats done is done ta least i got this pretty one and i remembered to save the pix :) brb.


daily reads.
// 09:18

arghs. peyyann sux!! he SUCKS big time. arghs. sicko. his damnn cousin gave him an 8855!! i am so pissed off. royally pissed off!!! grr... anyways peiyans gonna go shoppin laters *yays* [:


daily reads.
9.6.03
// 16:34

todays peiyan had her chinese Olevels... hopefully she gets a b4 or b3? yups...


daily reads.
// 16:15

heh. this phrases. really strike me as quite truthful.

1)The brightest future will always be based one a forgotten past, you cant go on well in life until you let go of your past failures & heartaches

2)Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful

God... im very grateful for u letting me meet the right person at last... cos i love him so much.... but why is he only in my dream... :[...

3)No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

4)The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

5)Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile

6)There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

7). Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

8)How can I say Goodbye to Someone I never had ? Why do tears fall for someone who's never mine? Why miss someone I was never with & whose love was never mine?

9)Often, the one you love, the one who loves you & the one you're with in the end are not the same


daily reads.
// 16:08

ohh! this is so damn sad. look at what my quiz results are!! sick sick SICK!!
scgs
Singapore Chinese Girls' school


which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
brought to you by Quizilla


daily reads.
// 15:33

dedicated to my love... i love u... miss u so much... i wanna see u again... u really filled up the empty part of me... i feel so whole now.. <3 u..


love will keep us alive
I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide

Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

Don't you worry
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do

I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive

When we're hungry...love will keep us alive...



daily reads.
// 15:29

at last... the template is perfect!! :]




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